It has been over two months since I have been back home, and I have had a significant amount of time to think about everything going on. Every time I begin to explain to someone that my study abroad program got canceled, they immediately offer a “sorry”. Although I appreciate the sentiment, the truth is, I am no longer upset about the ways in which events transpired. Don’t get me wrong, it was incredibly unfortunate to have the program cut short, even more so given the devastating circumstances that caused the cancellation. However, since arriving at SFO, I have had time to reflect on my journey. The truth of the matter is that I never expected to experience study abroad in the way I did. In fact, before flying out, I repeatedly reminded myself to lower my expectations so that in case something went wrong, I would be prepared for the downfall. What I didn’t expect is to love and cherish my experiences abroad. I didn’t expect to meet people who are not only from the UK but all over the world. I made wonderful friends from around the U.S., and around the globe. I forged deep connection I know will last.
The whole reason I originally wanted to study abroad was to expand my lens on life, to meet people and explore cultures and different ways of being. I got that and more. I was able to meet people and form deep connections. I was able to travel to several countries in Europe and in different cities within the UK. I was able to explore various cultures, traditions, and histories. I could not have gotten any of that from a book alone or being in a classroom. No, instead I experienced those things firsthand. I was able to understand different societies beyond that which words on a paper could have taught me.
Rather than focusing on the early end to the program, I have been focusing on all the wonderful experiences I’ve gained and the amazing people that are now in my life. I am so very grateful for the opportunity I had to study abroad and so grateful for Fund for Education Abroad for helping me to make this journey possible.
ZJ Abroad 